Lifes Frustrations

I always wanted to be somebody, but now I realize I should have been more specific. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my future! Even now, 2 years later. I've left college for a whole year to try and figure things out. I solved a lot of personal issues within this time span, however one important goal is still incomplete; figuring out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I have gone through several majors over the past 2 years and I have come to the conclusion that I might never know what I want to do. Obviously, this is terrifying. I can't just live at home forever, education-less.

So, in order for me to come to a possible conclusion, with last hope, I have gone through about every career field known to man kind and have narrowed down my possibilities. Keep in mind that these choosings are all based upon my own personal interest as well as what I think is within my reach (obviously I'm not going to strive for Rocket Scientist).

In no specific order...

Meterologist
Biokineticist
Nursing
Physical Therapist
Teacher
School Psychologist
Theatre Technician

I have to make a final decision by January, so hopefully I can be confident about what I decide. I plan on researching each field and narrowing my choices. Right now I am more toward the nursing side, but lately have lost a lot of interest in it. Story of my life.

These past few months have been quite life altering and for the first time in a while, I feel hopeful things could work out. It will be a constant struggle, considering many family issues that are unavoidable but I do feel that I have achieved a lot more acceptance over the things I can't change. Knowing this has truly rid me of a lot of past guilt, as well as freed me from feeling stuck to everyone elses issues.

Tomorrow I plan on taking a big step in change and although I rather not tell everyone what that step is, I can say that it's going to be a struggle for me. I know it will be beneficial so as I continue on this cliche journey I hope to continue to have faith and hope that things will be okay.

Fluffy Dogz & Music

Haay.

So...
I have a dog. His name is Jude. He's a husky...

Don't get one.

Unless you're planning on committing your life to brushing it. Because they shed. A lot. Everyday. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO!

Okay, so here's really the deal....my husky is a major shedder and the it really takes a lot of time out of your day just to brush him and my mom was all complaining because my sister and I haven't brushed him in forever and balls of hair were like all over the place.

So I brushed him.

...and brushed him...

......

...and finally he pooped out and wouldn't let me come near him anymore.

He is very cute though :)


MUSIC:

Everyone should check Hailey Reinhart out. She's a top 3 contestant on American Idol and is super good! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJjvCpno_jY&feature=fvst  <~~ Youtube Video


And Steven Tyler's new single (which is purdy damn catchy): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9WN1GbPvM4 <~~ Youtube Video

TUMBLR: http://ziggyg20.tumblr.com/ <~~ get a tumblr. check mine out. follow me(:

I wish I had $215 to blow :(

Scaryy Tornadoez.

Ha. This is going to be a good one today people.

So to begin here I'd just like to give you all a little background information on myself. So I'm just going to jump right in. It's really stupid sounding, but remember before you judge....everyone has phobias or are like scared of something. Like that one girl who's like totally freaked out by pickles

~~>  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2x4_-as0rv4&playnext=1&list=PL5E8546781402EBEE <~~

Educate Yourselves.


So here we go....................................I have a weather phobia.

ahhhugh.. It sounds so stupid. I know. It's embarrassing!

Weather Phobia (or Gaby's version of it anyway): When someone get's very nervous at the hearing, sight, or sound of Bad weather. Dark clouds, thunder, and lightening can be terrifying to people with this phobia. TORNADOES!! are especially scary.


So basically all of this crap means that I'm very terrified of bad weather. Bad thunderstorms or dark clouds freak me out. So of course if the weather people are all like...."yeah like we might have severe weather tonight"...I'm all like.."....omfg......!!!!" then my mind goes blank with worry after that.

So like the point of all of my blabbing here is that WE HAD A TORNADO HERE AND I SERIOUSLY ALMOST DIED!!

None of this is cool at all people okay. Literally everywhere I have ever lived I have almost died due to bad weather.
Louisiana: Hurricane Katrina
Missouri: 2 ice storms, countless tornadoes, and one scary ass hailstorm in the middle of the highway
D.C. :worst winter blizzard in the history of Gaby Carr's lifetime where I ALMOST didn't get to come home for Christmas because no one could even walk outside their houses.

Then I moved back home to Louisiana where were we aren't supposed to get tornadoes. But you know what? They heard I was back in town so naturally...I almost died again, because Mother Nature hates me :(.


So I heard we were getting bad weather and so it starts raining and I'm all like trying not to panic and I'm listening to music waiting for it to pass and then...the lights go out. So my sister, mom and I went down stairs into the living room and lit some candles and then hail started coming down. It seriously sounded like the windows were going to break in. So I go look out the window and the sky is green and the trees are sideways and you can't see anything and I'm like...holy shit right? Like who wouldn't be. So I'm screaming at my mom and sister telling them we are going to like die and so we run under the stairs because we have an opening there for emergency's and apparently that's the best place to be during a tornado?

So during this tornado we are having...I'm huddled in the corner in my tye dye t-shirt and Christmas Grinch pajama pants while waiting for the roof to cave in on us and squish us......and my stupid sister is sitting there laughing at me taking pictures on her phone.


She's a comedian everybody.

March wtf?

I feel like this year is flying by and I don't like it. I mean...I kind of do because summer will be here, but I have really done nothing with my time off. I've accomplished lots of sleep, re-found bordum, and I entertain myself with house work and talking to the dogs.

BUT....everyday I go to bed telling myself that tomorrow is the day to do something exciting and I wake up not in the mood to do it. But maybe one day I will wake up and be like....ohyeah! todayz tha day to get up before noon and do something productive. We can only hope.

In Other News:
I got me an iPhone 4! Wutt? Yeahh cuz Verizon finally got up to speed with the 21st century and was all like...iPhone what?! So I am proud to say I was the 14th person on the Westbank to get an iPhone 4 from Verizon. Ha.

Thanks PetSmart...

is it PetSmart or PetsMart?

Mardi Gras!!! is a total washout this year. A butt load of parades were canceled because the weather can't decide weather to rain or to just be cloudy so it's giving us a bunch of bullshit thunder and partly cloudy skys..but it's alright because I don't really like the parades and I'm proud to say I haven't participated in Mardi Gras in over 6 years! Go me. No, but really. I love New Orleans...I do not love tourist. It's safer for them if I just don't go.


AMERICAN IDOL!!
I never, ever, ever,ever watch that stupid show...the first and last time I watched it was it's 2nd season when that big guy Rubin won...yeah...it was just dumb. BUT this year...I started watching it because we got some new and more interesting judges who I like so much better because seriously...who likes Paul Abdul?  I didn't even know who she was until the show. She was just a washed up ex singer from the 80's. And I still don't know who Simon whatever is. But this year...THIS YEAR!! Steven Tyler who is the most amazing of the most amazingness! Like Aerosmith is my 2nd favorite band...ever...and Steven Tyler (aside from being an alcoholic and druggie) is like the greatest guy on the face of the earth. But anyway...we gots some New Orleans people this year on the show so I'm all like...OMG YOU LIVE NEAR ME! But that doesn't matter anymore because two of them got booted off last night. Thanks America. Way to show your support for the Katrina victims! Jk...I guess since it's been like 5 years I can't play that card anymore.

So the lights are about to go out, because the rain just decided to come down so before my internet is gone I'm posting.

-yoyoyo.
Gaby. 

Da New Year

I know it's super lame to really believe that just because it's a "New Year" I should believe things will be different than they were last year, but in reality it's just another day with a new date and no actual major changes will be made just because it's January 1st....but I'm going to say this anyway...

2011 has made me lazy!

I refuse to blame my new found lazy-ness on myself. I am, in no way, a lazy person. I'm always doing stuff, but literally ALL month long I've done nothing. I've seriously haven't left the house all month AND I've stayed in bed the past week watching movies, because I can't seem to get motivated enough to get out of bed.


Okay...it's a little exaggerated... I've been out of bed...
Yesterday I let the maid change my sheets.  (<~true story).

FACEBOOK!

I'm kind getting mad at the stupid people on Facebook and I was reallllllly close to just deleting mine all together, but Facebook is extra stupid and doesn't let you fully delete your account. You can always sign back in and have your friends and information all back oh so easy. I know that I would just reactivate my account the next day because I'm such a drama junkie. I can't get enough of the stupid people.

I'm going to give some examples of the ass hats who are on Facebook. (If I offend anyone and your all pissed off because you think I'm rude or something than...well....who cares. Not me, obviously.)

BABIES...
I know you young parents LOVE your children (I'm not making fun of young parents...one of my best friends is one) but...we don't need to know about their every poop....their every snot bubble...or how EVERY night they're keeping you up and you're going to post a status telling us all about it.

RELATIONSHIP:
omfg.....updating your status every ten seconds about how much you love your significant other, how you just spent the night with them, how wonderful they are....posting pictures of you two making out...Blahhh. (<~me and 10,000 of your other friends throwing up all over our computers). Does no one realize that after a 1/4 of your post this crap, your relationship status changes to single? It's probably because your "other half" just realize what a freak you are.

And lastly...

FRIEND REQUEST:

This has to be my #1. When someone asks you on Facebook to be your friend, you either click the Add button or the Deny button. Don't go with option #3 and not click either. It's highly irritating when you ask someone to be your friend and when they either a) can't decide if they want to be your friend or not OR b) don't want to be mean and click deny on your ass for one reason or another and are sparing your feelings. Just Deny or Add them. We can still see your status updates and all your profile shit so we know that you're avoiding answering the question. It's rude. You might as well just deny.

Omg I'm such a bitch.

Anywayz. Seriously, don't get offended by that...if you really think I'm the only one with the peeves than HA to you. HA.

Bananaz and Gorillaz

Don't ya just love me for putting awesome Z's at the end of every stinkin word?

I don't really feel like putting any pictures up todayz so I izn't gowin tew. <~Me talkin gangstaa.

Yeah so I go by Gabrielle now...except it's pronounced gObrielle cuz my mother gets mad when people emphasize the A cuz it should sound all sophisticated with an O and whatnot. So, basically I've decided upon Gabrielle because I'm kinda sick of my name. It kinda sucks...a lot. I don't mean that I get teased...I did once, though because my friend and I were on the phone together in middle school and her dad asked her what she was doing and she said..."I'm on the phone with Gaby" and he was all like...."oooh you're Gabbing on the phone with Gaby bahahaha."

It's not funny.




But yes....Gabrielle because I yam 20 nowz and I need to be a big girl and not have nicknames and whatnot. My family is having a hard time considering this new arrangement so it's really up the everyone new I meet to maintain Gabrielle and not be lazy and give me my nickname back.


Anywayz...

Happy freakin new year. 2011...one more year until our crazy, world colliding death. Yayz!

Just kidding. I don't really believe the worlds going to end. The Mayans were stupid lazy people who wouldn't finish the damn calender and thought it might be funny to scare a few dumb people who are actually stupid enough to believe that in December of 2012 we will all perish suddenly so God can watch a new batch of humans figure out how to make fire and create morals and discover dinosaur bones and whatever else we really do with ourselves until death happens.


I do indeed realize how morbid this sounds, but I don't care....because you, and I, and really everyone with their brains somewhat in tact knowz how dumb the haters are being. Fo sho.

Pictures that I said I wasn't going to put up, but I yam now anywayz

CHRISTMAS!!

This is muh dawg Jude. Hes adoorable...I knowz this. Hes obviously in the Christmas spirit because he let me keep the bow on his head and he also ate all the candy canes off of our Christmas tree...

And this is me in my Christmas hat....it twas warm.

Here is a video....although it has drug reference in it...I claim to have NO affiliation with any drugs (truth) and it was just a joke so don't go all psycho on us cuz we are just kidz...tryin to be kewl....plus we were really bored today so yeah ha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bElTNFMwJwY (<~clicketh here)